Sunday, August 02, 2009
I realize i have been MIA without me realizing until someone pointed it out to me... I can engage in an sms with U n out of the blue i stop replying... totally bad habit that i have incurred after i started flying... pls pardon me, is really not my intention... I hope all my friends get BB phone nxt year so we can pin each other for free n i make sure i reply you as soon as i can nt when I get near to singapore...
Why do i feel that i am lacking of time again... I can no longer have a grip of time, it seems like time is controlling me, time is running ahead of me... N i totally hate it... I hate it when everytime i wake up, the reason is to start flying again especially all my august flight is morning flight =(... I wan to do more then just flying n sleeping... I m flying but i am no longer soaring... Feel that i m working hard but not working smart... N i constantly meet sarcastic peoples... I hate it when i cannot “Talk back”, I cannot challenge them n i cannot win them... i can only give in to them NOT bcos they earn it but bcos they feel that they deserve it... N maybe tt why i argue more at home, tt why i wan to win all the time... =(
Live in the world not of the world!
Why do i feel that i am lacking of time again... I can no longer have a grip of time, it seems like time is controlling me, time is running ahead of me... N i totally hate it... I hate it when everytime i wake up, the reason is to start flying again especially all my august flight is morning flight =(... I wan to do more then just flying n sleeping... I m flying but i am no longer soaring... Feel that i m working hard but not working smart... N i constantly meet sarcastic peoples... I hate it when i cannot “Talk back”, I cannot challenge them n i cannot win them... i can only give in to them NOT bcos they earn it but bcos they feel that they deserve it... N maybe tt why i argue more at home, tt why i wan to win all the time... =(
Live in the world not of the world!
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