Thursday, August 31, 2006
♥ Last day of August
Normally if is left 3 more days to next month, I would have turned the calendar to welcome next month…. But now were already 31 of August, I am still stuck at that month… no I doubt I am seriously loathing next month….
Went to order Jay Chou ‘Still Fantasy” CD… same old gift, limited 06 poster… should be in a high spirit de but I dun feel the drive of happiness, it must have all been stolen by those idiotic work starting tml… I m numb once again… believes me, I can actually feel that my bed is moving literally even though it supposes to remain stationary… nervous with dizziness
I suppose this was because I am working somewhere that was far away from my comfort zone… the butterflies never left my stomach from the time I accept the invitation until the day I am reporting to work tml… uneasiness is the last feeling I want to possess… I believe I can live through it until mei moey come N join me ba… I was telling myself I would have reject the offer and settle for something less yet I am comfortable, but part of me didn’t want to just give up N give in to my fear…
God will not live U empty handed. It’s not his style- Beth Moore
If it dun link, I hold he accountable… as if…. Anyway welcome September!
Went to order Jay Chou ‘Still Fantasy” CD… same old gift, limited 06 poster… should be in a high spirit de but I dun feel the drive of happiness, it must have all been stolen by those idiotic work starting tml… I m numb once again… believes me, I can actually feel that my bed is moving literally even though it supposes to remain stationary… nervous with dizziness
I suppose this was because I am working somewhere that was far away from my comfort zone… the butterflies never left my stomach from the time I accept the invitation until the day I am reporting to work tml… uneasiness is the last feeling I want to possess… I believe I can live through it until mei moey come N join me ba… I was telling myself I would have reject the offer and settle for something less yet I am comfortable, but part of me didn’t want to just give up N give in to my fear…
God will not live U empty handed. It’s not his style- Beth Moore
If it dun link, I hold he accountable… as if…. Anyway welcome September!
5:45 PM