Monday, November 27, 2006
♥ The answer to your Question!
The last driving lesson today… hopefully is the last… I dun wanna come back anymore… the instructor there was too great to even utter any complaint but still I wanna say good bye… skipping lessons again and again just for the test… please make it worth more than anything… My mum wanna give me 50 buck N my dad 100 buck if I can get a pass for my first round… this privilege only apply to me not my brother so I tell myself I will have to try my best N earn that tribute… I have numerous peoples telling me that I can do it but just plain encouragement dun work… I dun need any of their positive assurance or I should say mentally assertion… after all the greatest boundaries I have to cross still lie in myself… My ego N confident forbid me to give in to failure N most importantly to defied the fact that pass dun come easy…
N while I decide to give it a go… I mean to give both of us a chance… I not sure whether it will work up fine but i dun think is fair to allow fear to deny he a chance… if I will to say no… the gals most probably were not allow it too… they have proven to be supportive more than anyone and while accommodating too…. I seriously have no idea where this will bring us to… I hate to have commitment, I hate to have obligation but I know U hate rejection more than I hate any of this… so I decide to stop my swinging single life… Tell me I make the right choice!
N while I decide to give it a go… I mean to give both of us a chance… I not sure whether it will work up fine but i dun think is fair to allow fear to deny he a chance… if I will to say no… the gals most probably were not allow it too… they have proven to be supportive more than anyone and while accommodating too…. I seriously have no idea where this will bring us to… I hate to have commitment, I hate to have obligation but I know U hate rejection more than I hate any of this… so I decide to stop my swinging single life… Tell me I make the right choice!
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