Sunday, September 14, 2008
♥ back again =)
I have been so restless... staying at home to recuperate for 2 days... instead of feeling recharge, i feel that my energy is depleting at a faster rate... Got so many standby and turnaround for this past few week... suddenly i feel like i am in silk air now... met my ward leader for performance review... my report have stop improving... wait till he see the present 2 report... is even worse... the static from constant become descending...
N seriously i am not affected at all... but definitely not indifferent... i have all the negative comment jot down n i try not to applied it during my next flight... I may place less emphasize on my check but still i take great pride in my work... Before i thought this is the sign of “THE END” to my career but with this i reckon i am not totally hopeless... My enthusiasm may not be beating very fast now but at least it did not stop... n on and off i might need the help of the defibrillator to keep me going.
Pastor How last sermon was too in-depth for me to understand and suddenly my faith level just plunged down. But today sermon was a good one... and i know that my tears is still warm when it flow down... When i am one step closer to God, he come toward me 10 steps nearer... =) i want to bring my gals again because that day was not the best... is until they'll have seen the best n decide a NO again than maybe is time for a break =) shall we go again?? say yes =>
~ Whatever you do, do it all for the glory of GOD.
N seriously i am not affected at all... but definitely not indifferent... i have all the negative comment jot down n i try not to applied it during my next flight... I may place less emphasize on my check but still i take great pride in my work... Before i thought this is the sign of “THE END” to my career but with this i reckon i am not totally hopeless... My enthusiasm may not be beating very fast now but at least it did not stop... n on and off i might need the help of the defibrillator to keep me going.
Pastor How last sermon was too in-depth for me to understand and suddenly my faith level just plunged down. But today sermon was a good one... and i know that my tears is still warm when it flow down... When i am one step closer to God, he come toward me 10 steps nearer... =) i want to bring my gals again because that day was not the best... is until they'll have seen the best n decide a NO again than maybe is time for a break =) shall we go again?? say yes =>
~ Whatever you do, do it all for the glory of GOD.
9:24 AM