Monday, September 22, 2008
♥ change!
I always feel that my time is not enough... so i decide to just sit down today n dutifully plan what i want to do... End of the month with nothing accomplished, make me feel so useless lol... beside finishing all the roaster flight without complaint, there is nothing much i can say i did finish and still feel rewarding... i complain my time is not enough but compared to my working peer, my free time is actually more than them n in fact much more flexible... too flexible to have study commitment because i know i will end up giving it up... so why start in the first place when u noe u ae going to lose it eventually... but i just cannot take “excuses” as a solution because almost everyday i feel like chasing after what i want just that i never once cover any miles... i always stay where i am calculating the distances i wan to run but i was never in the real race... i just stand rooted to the ground with the stopwatch speeding at full pace...
I question people why can't they'll study and work at the same time... I love both... i know is hard because everyone tell me is hard... but i have yet to know how hard it is... so i am going to study all my NOTES again while working and few more months down the road, if i am not half death... i reckon i am up for greater things in life =)
Emo me wrote this after i touch down but i know every other days, this is what i always question myself before i start my day... so i decide is time for a CHANGE...
I question people why can't they'll study and work at the same time... I love both... i know is hard because everyone tell me is hard... but i have yet to know how hard it is... so i am going to study all my NOTES again while working and few more months down the road, if i am not half death... i reckon i am up for greater things in life =)
Emo me wrote this after i touch down but i know every other days, this is what i always question myself before i start my day... so i decide is time for a CHANGE...
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